January 12, 2006
It's a stubborn mood that doesn't want to upturn. Yet it needs to give. I want to talk to someone. His name took over Missed, Received and Outgoing on my menus. I've inadvertently allowed other numbers creep in. I don't want him want to want me anymore. Maybe I just need him to need my voice. Needs are greater than wants. I'm hoping somebody else who needs to talk will call. Even a wrong number. Any caller other than him. Although I don't need vagary attention from anyone, they're easier to dispose of when they realize they don't want me.